Don't worry I haven't given up on makeup and things like that! I'm just working on myself to make me a better happier person and to have the confidence I that I once had. I'm mean.. I need to feel beautiful inside, not just when I put on makeup. you know what i'm saying? Putting on makeup can make my face beautiful, but what about my whole body appearance? If i'm not even confident enough to rock a body that I'm comfortable with, then I really don't feel pretty in the inside. I really want to boost my self-esteem and get my confidence back. I want to look good and feel good about everything. That is why I'm making a great life-style change. Most importantly I want to be happy about myself, and lately I haven't been feeling that way due to gaining weight and developing stretch marks and not even fitting my clothes!

5 more week until school is out and I have the whole entire time to make makeup videos and fitness videos! Can't wait! This summer can actually change my life.

It's either now or never! We're getting older by the day and I don't want to suffer from all those high cholesterol, high blood pressure, diabetes.. all those thangs.. Which runs in my family. So It's better to get active now.. So you can have a long healthier life in the future! :D I'm really trying to push myself. Anything is possible! You just gotta work hard at it and don't let your mind get in the way.


Take care!

Me and my roommate decided to buy some healthy foods. Things that are like whole grain/wheat low fat reduced fat, a lot of veges and fruits. Hopefully this type of diet will allow me to see what my hard work of exercise has done! Usually when I do workout, I really don't watch what I eat. Maybe it was because I was at the weight I wanted to be and working out would just make me maintain my weight as well as eating whatever I want. But since I want to shred some fat and lose weight, I need to eat healthier and probably have a 1800 calorie intake perhaps? Idk, but all I know is that 3,500=1b. So I don't want to be going over that or else i'll gain weight!

I started working out and getting my diet together since last week, and lately i've been seeing results! I lost 6lbs in about a week. Saturday will be the end of week 2, and that's when I measure myself and all that good stuff. But i'm really pushing hard and trying my best to workout as much as I can. I'm even going to wake up early tomorrow before class just to work out. That's rarely an option for me, but I really am determined this time. However, I cannot film the workouts i'm doing these next few days because I'm at my apartment and I don't usually bring my camera with me.

But lately I've been exercising 5 days a week for about 40 minutes. And I've been trying to eat healthier and also got some brown rice as a substitute for white rice. Although white rice is so damn good.. it's just not as healthy.. Oh yea, i'm also going to try shakeology! It's this shake that can help you lose weight, feel energized, improve digestion and regularity, and lower cholesterol. More info in this link right here

So follow me and my journey to hopefully getting to my goal weight and healthy living.

p90x workout! :D

Okay, So lately i've been feeling self conscious, because I obviously gained my so called freshman 15. I had to go a size higher with my jeans and for a while i could fit them perfectly. After a while, my thighs became huge! and the size 4 jeans could barely fit me. After that, I started seeing red new stretch marks and I knew I was messing up my body. I decided to stop making excuses for my self and just exercise. I mean I can make an excuse not to exercise but can spend over and hour and a half on the computer surfing the internet. So I decided to make a change, and really push my self to exercise at least 5 times a week. But once summer break starts i'm going to work out every day of course since I have the time.

Along the way, I'm going to make videos of me working out that way I can some sort of self motivation and keep track of my appearance and how well i've improved. So like i said in my video, i'm doing a hybrid of insanity and p90x. i'm mixing up the workouts just so I can get a firm foundation for the actual insanity challenge which is 60 days. This is also to help me get back in shape and condition myself. Also, I'm planning to eat healthier, because the foods you take in account for 80 percent of your results. If your eat unhealthy and exercise 6 days a week, you're really getting no where. You're basically just packing the calories back onto your body that you've already lost. So from here on, i'm going to try and smart choice of what I eat.

So here are my results!
switch kicks: 109
power jacks: 45
Power knees: 82
Power jump: 29
Globe jump: 5
suicide jump: 19
push up jacks: 14
low plank oblique: 38