Fuck dude, I really wanted to hang out with my boyfriend today. We had so many plans to do today. The weather is so fuckin ugly. All I want to do is sit here and cry. I'm almost going back to school.. wchich is on monday.. And i only get to seem hims like twice a week. Today is Friday, I should be hanging out with im today man. His schedule is so fucked up now.. Some times on sunday I cant even see him. On Saturday he leaves work at 10:30pm. I hate it dude! I get all fuckin dressed up for nothing. My hopes are fucking up. All of a sudden I get a phone call that we cant hang out! FUCK!!!!! Im so sad.. GOD.. This fuckin sucks. FUCK!